AngerI am listening to myself being outraged.
I am Reading what is making me steamed.
I am watching myself being furious.
People are playing with my homicidal emotions.
I am trying to eat my hostility,
And to drink my bitterness,
But it's not working...
Someday I will laugh about it.
I will Laugh about why I even try to become more than friends with you.
They told me to leave you alone,
They told me forget about you,
But I never did.
I pushed myself too hard.
Too hard to make you love me.
It's too late, too late.
To even get you back
Now we aren't talking anymore,
We aren't laughing together,
I'm not joyful.
I stare at your picture every day.
Thinking of a way I can take back those words I said to you.
This is not normal for a human body to feel.
Am I in love with you?
Or do I have desire feelings for you?
Choose your PathChoosing Family/Friends or Dreams
It has always been asked.
Do I choose my friends and family or do I choose my dreams?
Its a difficult path to take, but there are reasons why people take friends and family.
Who keeps you up at night, talking to you on the phone?
Who took you to the hospital when you broke your left pink for the 6th time?
What group of people always tell or show you how much they love you, and mean it?
What party of three writes you a note asking Whats wrong? when you dont even say nothing to them?
And who helps you follow your dreams, footsteps, and goals?
Its your friends and family.
So I leave it up to you to choose what you want.
FAP: 11 Getting ApprovedDecember 10th
Hotaru woke up with a terrible dream. She doesnt quite seem to remember it, but she takes her diary off the table, and jots down a few words in it.
Hey Sleepy, Get up! Dont cha wanna train today? Renji yelled banging on her bedrooms door telling her to wake up.
Im up, Im up! I just have to do a few things. Ill wait for you downstairs at breakfast.
Mkay. See you later.
Ahh Renji. He could be so nice! Hotaru heads down for some food!
Somethings strange with Renji and Hotaru. I wonder what they did at that pond. If he touched my little girl just by an arm hair, hes going to pay! Its just weird, Renjis smiling at Hotaru; Hotarus smiling at Renji. Hmm, should I even ask? Maybe not. Ill just