Gone Blue -Poem-

Blue ball point pen
write for me, what I cannot write
as in the words I might never speak of
      the sounds I might forget to say
      the emotions I keep in
I have gone deaf; gone mute; gone blind; gone blue

My tears run down my eyes
and just piling up on the soaken bed
what I love I cannot love no more
for I have gone deaf; gone mute; gone blind; gone blue

What should I do? What should I say?
nothing. anymore.
the tears still pile up, making no use for themselves
Just making me go deaf; go mute; go blind; go blue